This shit is seriously fucking with my head. Literally in some cases.

Woke up with a headache, and I know exactly why – clenching my jaw in my sleep. But still that little asshole voice in the back of my head was all, “Good job, dumbass, you caught it.” (Headache is already gone.)

Also, feeling chilled with my morning coffee. Well, I’m gonna go out on a limb and say it has something to do with the fact that my little space heater that keeps my feet warm in the living room died yesterday. (It beeps when you turn it on/off. Yesterday it let out the saddest little beep and shut off forever.)

But still, that asshole voice…

Add to it that between ending funding for testing and telling people to go back to work after 7 days asymptomatic and being hell bent on this May 1 opening date – this administration is really trying to kill us all.

It’s a little challenging to stay in a good headspace.

But, yesterday I went to the garden center after work (masked up and I was the only customer there) and got some plants and I’m gonna play in the dirt this weekend.

Got 4(?) types of tomatoes, chives, dill, snapdragons, strawberries, and verbena. And some seeds that are probably too late to start, but I’m gonna try anyway.